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The lights on the rail road crossing sign serve as a warning to protect us when we might not be paying attention to where we are going. To stop us from driving onto the tracks when there is an oncoming train. Two weeks ago, I received a warning. I didn’t see it as a warning, I just viewed it as one more tragic event in our lives.
However, God is there to watch over us and I needed a reminder that sometimes bad things happen, so He can protect us from harm. However, it can be hard to see the end result, when the details seem so grim. When your life is already so filled with chaos and you cannot imagine why one more thing is taking place.
I thank you all for your prayers. We made it through today and God met me at the door and gave me grace to step through it. Yesterday, I couldn’t eat and terror filled me. The thought of facing today was worse than anything I could have imagined. And then God sent someone that spoke words to me, that instantaneously calmed my fears. He knew just what I needed and when. I had the grace today and was not even one tiny bit nervous. That is God’s hand for sure.
Now, in the midst of this storm, God has given me a good thing. The timing of all these events just makes me laugh, but God has made it possible for me to go to a photography workshop at a hotel a couple of hours away for three days. I am going away alone for the first time in my life and although it is a bit frightening, I know that this is time for me to rejuvenate and rest. Just what I needed. I am in awe that He gave this to me during such a time as this. All I can think about is…big bed and room service.
Thank you all for your prayers and support. You are all as much my friends as anyone I know in person.
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Photo by Sarah
Emily says:
You just made a lot of bloggy friends happy. I’m SO glad that God met your needs. He’s awesome. I love him more every day, don’t you?
October 8th, 2008 at 11:26 pm
sprittibee says:
I don’t know the details, but I love you sweetie. Praying that you will find the wings of God’s provision and grace in your unsettled times. Come what may, He has promised to never leave or forsake you.
Have fun taking pictures! I’m still reading my 40D manual! Aren’t you proud of me?!
October 8th, 2008 at 11:37 pm
Daiquiri says:
Oh, I am SO happy to hear the peace in your voice! Been thinking about you all day, but was procrastinating checking in with you. It’s always disturbing to me how my mind automatically jumps to the most horrible outcome! I was afraid to check!
Oh, big sigh of relief!
October 8th, 2008 at 11:59 pm
Marsha says:
I am so glad that God has given you grace and peace, Hallie! Enjoy your 3-days– I hope the bed is extra comfy, the a/c cold and the room service excellent!
October 9th, 2008 at 12:27 am
Dillo says:
Wha-Hoo! 3 full days to focus on what you love; eat prepped food (?) and sleep-sleep-sleep in a big ole bed??? Wowsa. Yeah, you might need that a little :).
Glad to see a bounce back in your step. Glad you made it through. Keep swimmin. Thankful for God’s provision for you and a break in the storm!!!
October 9th, 2008 at 11:46 pm
Tiff@Three Peas says:
God is Great isn’t He! You are such a strong woman. I admire you so much. Have fun and know that I am still praying for you!
October 10th, 2008 at 6:33 am
Diane says:
Praying for you, friend!
October 10th, 2008 at 1:50 pm
Nikowa says:
Enjoy your much needed rest. Praying for you friend.
October 10th, 2008 at 2:45 pm
Bahama Mama says:
My thoughts are with you Hallie. But there is nothing like room service with a big glass of wine - and a remote to yourself with a choice of girly movies to restore your soul.
October 11th, 2008 at 5:43 pm
Amy (Dandelion Seeds) says:
I don’t know what’s happening, but I am praying for you dear friend…
October 11th, 2008 at 11:40 pm