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Thank you for your prayers; they meant a lot. God brought us through this terrifying day and I’m finding that God really wants good for us and not evil. That seems so simple; like I should have it down by now - ingrained somewhere deep within, but I don’t yet. I am a bit cynical from living a very difficult life and seem to always be looking for the boogieman behind every corner.
I’m sure this all sounds like mumbo jumbo right now, but when I can share more, you will understand. For now I have peace and that is all I really ever needed. It’s not over yet and I don’t know if it will ever be, but I have my eyes set in the right place.
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Marsha says:
Whenever I am amazed by God, I have to stop and ask myself why I feel “amazed.” After all, He has never failed me and has always brought me through life’s trials… so why should I be so surprised when He encourages me or is there for me yet one more time?
I am glad you have peace, dear Hallie. Remember that even on those not-so-peaceful days!
Still praying for you.
Love,
Marsha
October 17th, 2008 at 12:07 am
Daiquiri says:
I’ve been thinking a lot about you lately. So glad that you feel…embraced.
I struggle with fear too. Especially lately. Don’t know what’s special about “lately”. Coming face to face with real people dealing with real and serious and life changing stuff…it just makes everything feel a bit precarious.
Hope all turns out well. Looking forward to another update whenever you’re ready.
Love,
Daiquiri
October 17th, 2008 at 2:09 pm
Dillo says:
I totally relate to the fear/angst (great word, isn’t it?). Glad your eyes are focused the right place. I’m reading in Isaiah now and God keeps telling the Israelites not to trust in Egypt AT ALL; but to look to Him. And I’m realizing there ain’t anyone or anything else that’s positively for me except Christ! Positively (love is an action word) for you as well!
October 17th, 2008 at 6:53 pm
Dillo says:
This might be of help as well. God’s word tends to do that!
http://www.desiringgod.org/Blog/1450_7_implications_of_the_book_of_job/
October 17th, 2008 at 8:19 pm
Dawn @ My Home Sweet Home says:
Saying a prayer for you now.
October 23rd, 2008 at 11:38 pm
Debbie Corley says:
Love love love the tu~tu pictures! I’ve been thinking of you and praying for you!
~Deb
October 25th, 2008 at 8:42 pm